The Holidays, while spent solo, (which the exception of New years... Thanks Ladies )has been great to me. I'm entering 2021 with no regrets, and leaving behind those I attempted to reach out to in these previous years. Old Friends, desires, acquaintances.. all proven to be blocks in my progress because my mentality continued to circle back attempting to recollect on old memories. That's the number one purpose killer. We are allowed to fail, just as we are allowed to learn. Sometimes we need to look back... to reach back, so we can see just how short others arms extend. We are our only source of change and transformation. We are our only hope to do and become better people. Don't make resolutions to change, just make the choice and began. It's a not a decision... it's a day to day commitment. I've learned many things, but the most important has been my own strength.

The days are not easy, each one is met with tough choice, dissonance, and a constant war against pleasures and impulses. This is why many cannot reach the road that begins their journey. The off course is often MUCH too pleasing for the weak mind to evade. Stay aware, stay conscious and stay committed towards evolving into something that amazes even you.