I have to admit, I've been questioning some of my actions as of late. Even having the awareness that what I do is, and should be done for my benefit... I can't help but to fall into the normal human condition of seeking some degree of approval for my actions. While I often think I am moving solely for me, I realize at times I subconsciously still seek that validating endorphin. The universe approaches us with signs and messages all of the time. We have to be aware enough to understand that the Universe is essentially LIFE, a living cosmic being.. and we are extensions of that. A message came to me today of all days. I was questioning my methods pretty hard. Then someone approached me during my training routine to tell me how much of inspiration I am to them. How their personal life isn't going so well, but they remembered me telling them to utilize those emotions as a engine for change. I've been through so much in life that I could see the moments he's lived through in his eyes... then I could also see his commitment and passion to become someone better, I could see the way he looked at me how much my movements and actions meant to him. I didn't get the change to let him know, but that moment was the most defining point I've had this year. It's amazing, in all 360+ days, in all the societal craziness... the losses, the gains... having just one person remove their frame and allow me to see how much I have been able to help make their days better makes EVERYTHING I do retain it's purpose. I "certifiably" discovered my path, or at least the one most impacting to my life's legacy... to help restore and rebuild peoples mentality from the experiences I've learned.

Through my own actions and trials I realized a transformation is complex. It's more than having or building a great body. It's more than declaring statements in moments of emotional spillovers. It's hard... it's getting past trauma's... and for others it's getting through them... for everyone it's learning to accept they will always come, and recognizing we are both the shield and the sword... Learning to understanding the patterns of our emotions, the faults in our thinking... and seeing ourselves as complex parts of one body and learning to be the controlling variable. This website was built for me to release these types of thoughts. I hope in time it will encourage others to join and share their stories. But regardless of the outcomes, this will always exist as place of my escape, and a place for that one person to recognize we all experience the same trials at some level in life.. we also evolve differently from one-another... the path to get there however is the same for all of is.